saffron

I have tried to write an introduction but whenever I try to simply say why I am here I find I cant. I have pretended that it all never happened and pushed it out of my mind for so long I almost dont believe it did now. Almost. I was raped by a stranger at knife point when I was 14 - I never told anyone and beat myself up about this for years I was raped by an acquaintance when I was 17 - I told the police - it went to court and he was found not guilty - I was devastated. I was drugged and raped when I was 27 - I dont remember much about this incident - not even how many were involved.