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I have seen this and it was so me!

I completely understand all that everyone is feeling. I wish so often I didn't feel like I do. I don't always know why I feel so isolated and detached. I'm back in therapy again, this time individually not a group. That is one of my focuses. I don't like the feeling at all but haven't figured out how to get rid of it, yet.

I too grew up very confused, between the church and what was happening. There are so many emotions involved, what was right and what was wrong. I also had difficulty with sex and having a normal enjoyable sex life. It was more the type of person would get involved with that made it that way. I'm 56 and still struggle with the demons in my head telling me that it's not Ok to enjoy yourself. I really hope you are able to let yourself go and have those good feeling, we all deserve....

I'm also new. At the beginning it is scary. Practice helps to get over the scary. Lots of support to help you along the way.

Don't give up just yet. There are many here to listen and give encouragement when you need it. I wish I had found this place long ago, but only just recently.

Hi all, I am also new to this site. I know exactly how you feel GhostWriter. I've been battling my demeans all my life and wonder if they will ever go away. I wish I could go back to therapy, but with insurance the way it is these days you don't get much anymore. I attended a group years ago, for a few years and it did help me get some it off my chest. At least here there are others who face some of the same challenges, and my be able to give comfort. Donna