I'm new here too. I have used other forums and they gave helped, this should help you find some healing I hope. You are not alone, we are all here for you
Hi, I'm new too. And can relate to what you are saying. I really really wish you the best of luck and hope you can heal. You have to realise what happened to you IS NOT your fault, you are not to blame. You shouldn't punish yourself for it, you need to recover, and I really hope you can do that here. If you ever need anybody to talk to privately, message me. I can relate to you alot! X