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I am 40 years old and everyday I awake to someone I hate. Due in large part because the man who molested me was a family friend and I didn't say anything.. For years this has caused me to push everyone away I have no self confidence. I am unable to have a real meaningful relationship. The nightmares are daunting I feel like less than a man. Yet I was only 6 when this started happening I sometimes feel like my family would be better off if I wasn't here any longer. I need someone to talk to that understands someone to say hey your ok. Its not your fault.