tonysullivan

I'm please as well to see you didn't do it You have failed as a mother only if you QUIT! No matter how far gone you think your situation is, if you still love your son you will continue to try, and will succeed at being a better mother. No matter what blocks you, find a way! Be direct when upset with yourself and demand change.Replace your lack of self esteem with motivation to live a better life. No one is going to make you feel better about yourself but you. no one is going to understand your pain in a way you do but you. Use your therapist as an aid but the end result it all up to you. At

Be nice, and continue giving a fuck because it's who YOU ARE still, in spite of ALL that happened to you. Politeness did not get you rapped, inhumanity did, along with the world being full of "beings" who don't value their own life, and set out to devalue and destroy everyone else's. Nothing you do could ever warrant you such disgusting, heinous acts of violence. I feel blessed knowing people like yourself still exist, regardless of the evil in the world that constantly persist. You have survived and you will once again thrive, and while the pain may never cease it will become easier to deal w