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They are trying to make me believe that s*xual ab*se is legal! ☹️

Loving our community. I am so glad to be a part of such an amazing group of people. We don't celebrate the reasons, but I do celebrate YOU. Love to you all 

Today is 9/11. It is hard to believe 20 years have gone past since that day. I wanted to a pay a small tribute to all those lost and all those still effected by that tragic day. 

I have two personal connections to people who had it effected them a great deal. One friend lost a friend at the twin towers. Another friend (and former member) was a first responder. 

I didn’t know you, you were here at AS before me… but it’s obvious that you touched a lot of lives. I hope that somehow you know that your friends still miss you and love you. I hope that you will shine some of your light into their lives and continue to love them… I hope that you have peace. 🕊

Just came back home from the ER. I had a panic attack and refused to have another one on my own, so I went in and watched TV for 3 hours waiting to see a doctor. I didn´t get a doctor. I got a nurse and a bag of pills. All well, back home. 

Please tell me this adult life-thingy gets easier with time. 

So defeated. Just so much going on. It seems like there are issues in every area of my life. Feeling hopeless, unlovable, and not worth it. Don't know where to go from here. What is the point of continuing to work? For what? What kind of a future can I have? I feel like things keep not working out in all areas and it's just what is going to keep happening. I am so tired. I had a hard time sleeping last night and cried a lot. This morning I just want to sit at my desk and cry and wish I was home in bed. First off my boss started in on me assuming a big error that was made was mine (it was not) without even asking me about it first. Now I am trying not to take all of my pain out on my coworkers....Friday cannot come soon enough. I just want to hide away in my house this weekend. 

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This face always, ALWAYS helps my mood.  Sharing the cuteness - here’s my fur-buddy trying to convince me not to go to work.  He did lose that battle, but he wins his fair share. 😉

Happy Wednesday! ❤️ 

We are in the thick of traumaversary season.  It feels so very lonely sometimes.  I don't know how to explain it to people who've never been through, except to say I hope they never come to understand from experience the weight and pain this type of trauma is

Not coping at all tonight 😔😔. So ashamed 😓

I did not self harm yesterday. 
 

I am with friends and they are holding me through it

headed to the therapy pool soon

i hope I can do better 

I think I need help. 

By boyfriend's grandfather passed away earlier tonight. My bf called me crying. He is now with his parents. I am just so sad for him. This grandfather took the place of his biological father in many ways, always looking out for him as a boy. They did say their goodbyes earlier this summer, but my bf really hoped seeing him just once more. 

Still waiting on appeal to be heard by the state Supreme Court. Could take months.....

Court trial starts tomorrow…..

I am screaming and writhing inside. I just wanted someone to know that knows what that feels like.

Reminding myself that I'm a survivor too. 

I had a pretty awful day today. If it’s not too much trouble, I could use a little support. ♥️ Hang in there, y’all. 💛

This means you.

Everything hurts and I want to die. 

Cold showers and ice pops - anything to keep my fever down. I suspect glandular fever...  🤧

Not a good headspace day.

I dont't have covid! Yay! @MeBeMary @mini.finch

Uh-oh.