Field8

You are awesome Beam.....thank you for hanging with me

Your are most welcome 

I'm sorry, field. I haven't been on as much as I should be. You're important and I apologize. Hugs if you want them 

Safe hugs  if ok?

Sitting with you  as long as you need, Fieldy.   if ok.

thank you @MeBeMary

Hey, just wanted to say that isolating yourself isn’t so good. Reaching out and talking to people is the best thing you can do and you’ve made a good start by reaching out here! If you need someone to listen, send me a pm! I can’t promise I can give you answers but I can listen (I don’t trigger easily, usually only my own story triggers me). Feel free to message me because you’d be doing me a favour, giving me a purpose. Even if it doesn’t look like I’m online as I check in several times an hour lol!

Sitting with you if okay.  I can relate I’m doing it myself. 

if wanted.

Stay warm.

Here in Michigan, too. Ready for spring, how about you? 

So ready for spring!!!! @MeBeMary

Safe hugs  , hope you feel better soon.

She is missed.

I use an SAD lamp. Im sorry you aren't feeling well. Also could help to take vitamin d 

Safe hugs  if okay?

sorry your crying  

Sitting with you. if ok.

You are wrong. 

Sitting with you. I think it’s not a complete one way or the other. You can feel okayish about some aspects and that you’ve survived, while feeling not so great at all about others. Safe huggs, if okay.

(((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))  You can be both at the same time.

@Annie7 I know that you miss her also.

if ok.  

Sitting with you always and sending strength to find the help you deserve and need, whether inpatient or not (((((((Field)))))))

 you're not alone!! Sorry, this is awful for you. I wish it wasn't true.

Safe hugs  if okay?

im here for you friend.

(((((Fieldy)))))

Me too Fieldy..... me too. But I wanted to say that I hope you're ok, you can message me if you need to talk to someone... there's always someone who'll listen and care x

I'm sorry Fieldy 

Safe hugs  if okay?

I feel the same way.  Sitting with you. 

Sorry you feel you have to hide, you are loved with mask off or on, ((((((Field)))))

Im sorry- sending heaps of safe hugs if ok.

Get well soon, Fieldy 

Feel free to PM me if you need. 

Sitting with you, not alone hon, stay safe and know i am here anytime, sending peace and calm as you get though this ((((((field)))))))

@Field8 if you are not able to talk to her about it, you can write it in a letter or email and give it to her. When I wanted to tell my sisters about what happened to me, I couldn't even start talking so I wrote them a letter. It was easier that way. Whatever method you choose, know that you will feel better once you tell someone, especially your friend. You may be surprised by how understanding and accepting friends can be. 

Thank you @New_Leaf

You aren't a screw up.  You are bold, courageous and strong.  I am sitting with you and sending you safe hugs if ok.