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  1. Feeling so alone...

  2. Today is the first anniversary of my father's death.  We had a difficult relationship at times, but he was a good person, and helped me become the person I am today. He was a firm believer in justice, the value of our shared humanity, and kindness --especially to children and animals. I miss him, and the world he believed in and tried to bring about.

  3. In case anyone is wondering where I am im somewhere amungst all of these books.     📗 📓  📚  📖 📑 📘 📚 📖    📚 📕📗 📓  📚  📖 📑   📘 📚 📖   :insane:  📚  📖 📑   📘 📚 📖   📕 📚 📕

  4. After all this time, just now starting to feel anger... not sure what to do with that.

    1. Field8

      Field8

      It is one of the scariest emotions I have ever felt. Sitting with you if okay.

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  5. Feeling a little lonely tonight. 

  6. All right.  I need a hug.  Or two.  Or two hundred...

  7. Nothing is helping. I felt a bit better after writing yesterday and posting it here, but I am still in a pit. I am at work trying to avoid everyone so that I don't take it out on them. I left my anxiety meds at home...but what good would they do anyway? I feel more depressed than anxious. I wish I was home with my dogs. But even then, I am still suffering. I have no idea what to do. 

    1. Field8

      Field8

      I’m sorry my friend. Sitting with you.

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  8. Grateful to be with a safe and caring partner now, celebrating 6 years since our wedding day.  🙂

  9. Talked with old friends today. They are moving on with their lives... dating, getting married, having kids, etc. Meanwhile, I have wasted the past several years of my young life trying to recover from a mental breakdown and effects of trauma. I’m not  sociable anymore. This is not where I thought I’d be in life right now. I feel like such a failure... I’m feeling so much self-hatred and shame. 😢😞

    1. Field8

      Field8

      You are not a failure.....you are a survivor. Sitting with you if okay.

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  10. today has been agony

    1. Field8

      Field8

      I’m so sorry 

  11. Well, I'm still having pain a week later, so I have to go back to the dentist tomorrow.... plus they have to re-do the impressions which I find overwhelmingly triggering.  Not looking forward to it at all.

  12. Well, I'm still having pain a week later, so I have to go back to the dentist tomorrow.... plus they have to re-do the impressions which I find overwhelmingly triggering.  Not looking forward to it at all.

    1. Field8

      Field8

      I'm so sorry that you are going through all that. Sending healing vibes and sitting with you.

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  13. Dentist appointment today, very triggered. Been struggling to be in  my body ever since. I am ok, and safe, but out of sorts. And very sore. 

    1. Field8

      Field8

      I hope that you start to feel better. Sitting with you passing the ice for your jaw/teeth

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  14. Heavy hearted 💔 :tear: Memorial service on Zoom for my 2nd dad ended about an hour ago. Still feeling the pain...

  15. Leaving this here, because, really, who can't smile at this????

    Have a great weekend, everyone. ❤️ 

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  16. ✏️🎨 I drew this for all our members here, to remind you that we are always with you for support 🧡B20200911_134652-1.jpg

  17. Wishes :candle:

    1. Field8

      Field8

      Thank you @MeBeMary and @BrightSide the 10th was World Suicide Awareness Day and I needed to remember our dear friend.

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  18. Today I have court.

    This time I am not the victim, but I am speaking for him. I am fostering a dog who has been abused and starved. I am a witness in the case against his owners and hopefully we will convict them of neglect and the dog will not be returned to them. They are fighting to get him back. 

    It is bringing up a lot. I have not been in court since my trial, which was three years ago (April 2017). Could use sitters and prayers/good vibes that the innocent dog gets justice and will not be returned to his abusers. I think we can all identify with that....

  19. I've got two appointments today and I'm a little nervous about them.  

  20. So, this happened!

    Introducing the newest member of the Capulet family.  Say hello to Apollo!

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    He's such a good boy.  We're so in love.  😍

    He's making himself at home and keeping me covered in doggy kisses and lots of cuddles!  

    My heart is happy. ❤️ 

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