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Seekingfaith

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  1. Tomorrow it will be a year without my dad

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: , sitting with you if okay?

    2. Seekingfaith

      Seekingfaith

      always ok, its just really hard to deal with right now

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      It's okay safe hugs :hug: if okay?

       

      here if you wanna talk :) .

       

      free

  2. Wish final grades would post for school, I know I will end up with an A in Everyday Sociology but right now I could get a A- in English or an A. I am really hoping for the A because that means as long as I get an A in Bible Study I will make presidents list for the Spring Semester and receive another 8 thousand dollar in scholarships. #paranoid #crazyaboutmygrades #collegelifeat26:hammer::dance::throb:

  3. Presidents list at school

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    2. howlieowl

      howlieowl

      congrats!!!!! :breakdance::yahoo:

    3. Seekingfaith

      Seekingfaith

      thank you howlieowl,painbroken,iheartcupcakes, and me89

    4. LuthienTinuviel
  4. I am a man that will fight for your honor, I'll be the hero that you have been dreaming of. :throb: GLORY OF LOVE

  5. * Everyday Sociology Class*

    Classmate - war isn't peaceful and doesn't solve anything

    Me - The opposite of war isn't peace its creation

     

    * MY PROFESSOR WAS OK WITH ME QUOTING RENT IN MY DISCUSSION QUESTION *

    DAY IS MADE

  6. your gifts are meant to give away

  7. & I never once let you down, forgive me if I slip away. All that I got is lost and found I promise you that I'll come back to you one day.

  8. Hi ! My name is SeekingFaith and I am shorter than your average fifth grader.

  9. EX FIANCE ASKED ME FOR MONEY THIS MORNING AND I JUST TOLD HIM OFF. YOU DONT GET TO DISRESPECT ME AND THAN ASK FOR FAVORS.

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Glad you stood up to him. What a jackass. :hammer:

    2. Hawkgirl

      Hawkgirl

      What a jerk!  Glad you told your ex no.  

  10. Do you wanna build a snowman ? :dance:

    1. LuthienTinuviel
    2. limbodante

      limbodante

      Let's build a snowman, he can be our new best friend

      We could name him George, or we could name him Beowulf!

      We can make him tall, or we could make him not so tall!

      Snowman! *tap dance solo*

  11. This is my fight song, take back my life song prove that I'm alright song!

  12. Seekingfaith

    I found her

    Let yourself feel your emotions I know that is hard but my t is teaching me that now that if I don't feel my emotions they will come out at the most inappropriate time. it's OK to feel how you feel just don't let it side track you. you are still an amazing person
  13. Seekingfaith

    I found her

    Teleah you are not broken you are beautiful you are smart you are strong you are not that person anymore you are so much more. I understand the pain I understand the hurt and I stand with you just like many other members here will and do. Teleah you are amazing. Take back your power be brave be beautiful seek truth seek beauty and always seek faith !
  14. Need someone to talk to who isn't gonna make me feel like I dont matter. After what just happened thinking about Deactivating my account.:unsure: #theforgotten 

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    2. Seekingfaith

      Seekingfaith

      I dont feel I was treated fairly in the chatroom last night and im really going through something. I don't feel the chat mod was patient or kind

       

    3. snmls

      snmls

      I know you matter Seekingfaith.  You are always welcome to send me a message if you need someone to talk to.  

    4. Seekingfaith
  15. Heading out to NYC this weekend as a mini getaway with some of my coworkers, honestly need this because I have been so depressed lately... Hope to return to AS in April to resume my chat mod duties....

  16. is excited about her new position

    1. fallenstar

      fallenstar

      I'm really happy for you! Congrats :)

  17. The struggle continues today with phases of hungry t not hungry and very sleepy to not sleepy.... nothing on TV no good music no friends to chat with.. Can things get any worse than they currently are ?? I just need a break from all of this stress a break from depression cause IRS driving me crazy.......... When does it get easier when does the pain stop when do the voices shut up... that's the worse part the voices that tell me I'm no God that I deserve to suffer. I can't make them shut up I just want them to shut up.... I want to be normal again.......
  18. Last month was tough I felt like I was falling apart every day was something new. Depression really got to me I felt like I was struggling to even get out of the bed most days.. a lot of days I didn't, my life seems to be coming apart and I have no way to stop it. Some times I come on here and even that doesn't help sometimes it makes it worse I feel ignored here and when I don't I feel like I'm playing the victim which I try not to. Some days I just really need someone to talk to and for someone to listen to what's going on in my head. 34 days and still continuing of this current struggle. I
  19. Seekingfaith

    Intro

    Hi I'm seekingfaith I'm starting this blog so I can write everyday as a form of coping. I guess I should start with why I'm actually here. I'm a survivor like most people here and I wanted to start sharing more of my story with everyone my day to day life with depression and the struggles.... Right now depression is the worse I think I hate the good days more then the bad. Because the good days I don't understand why I'm so happy. I'm hoping to be able to learn how to cope with writing everyday and being more open with how I feel .... thank you to all in advance who read my blog :-) Seek answ
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