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GigiNana86

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About GigiNana86

  • Birthday 09/24/1986

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  1. 3am can't sleep =/

  2. Hi and thank you Elle, This website/group really does have a lot to offer the multitude of stories even comments to others I feel as though there meant for me at times. Makes me tear up reading most things but I feel as though its helping, just realizing im not alone. People may be far and yet I feel so close through just the stories and threads I have been reading. Its a good mabybe even sobering feeling. Better than having family who believes it happened but wont talk about anything because its such a hush hush thing in my family. sometimes I feel like I want or maybe need to scream it to people. thanks again and prayers are openly accepted especially beacuse I really do need it to sink in, that nothing's my fault! I know it but I don't think I have come to truely accept it yet. I know I will get to that point and when I do I will hopefully be at peace with this whole situation. -Min
  3. Thank you BCR It really is great to see and feel so much support in here and through the internet.. never thought that was possible but I really do feel really glad I joined =) It truely is harder to do the act of being strong than just saying it. lol I tell myself all the time I'm a strong woman "I got this" I try so hard for my little girls, I don't want them to think anything can bring me down!! but I break down almost daily in the privacy of the shower or at night once their sleeping ='( something about that damn shower brings those tears flowing. an the quietness onnce their tucked in. -Min
  4. Hi, Ollie Thank you it has realy been hard for me lately because I know he's at fault but I can't help but feel like I could have prevented this had I tried to get him locked away before. Even though my sister would have bailed him out like she did now ='( saddest part of the whole thing is now my niece is at risk and my sister is in complete denial and everyone is the bad guy not him! makes me so angry! In part I see her as another victim of his but then knowing all the truth she knows and even him telling her things I can't help but feel she's an accomplise.. just as sick and messed up in the head like him. totally went off there sorry lol, will def look into writing a blog or maybe online diary for now, not sure how "public" I would like to write. Glad your doing one and it's helping!! thts really good. if you don't mind sharing your blog I'd like to read sometime =) -Min
  5. Hi, Isn't it crazy how it affect your life even whe you try and shut it out for however long. Have been thinking how now I need to talk for some kind of peace anything.. Names Min, im looking to find help, comfort, and peace..and give the same as much as I can that is. I'm a bit damaged but I sure will try and talk and comfrt intimes of need =) God Bless hun, and hope you find what your looking for in this site. =)
  6. Thought I was "over it" but clearly I'm not.. don't think you really get over it like people want. Just introducing myself Hi names Min, joined because.. well I need some outlet some comfort alittle of anything I guess.. stuff was goin on for a such long time and now that im alittle older and somewhat away from my abuser. I found out he did it to someone else, who now spoke.. I was/am still scared to talk...wth im 26. Now all I do is blame myself if only I had said something, this little girl wouldn't be hurting as I am, and even now more than ever ='( What makes everything even worse about the whole thing is family..the family that stick by his side knowing everything (even by his admission) and they still bailed him out....reliving my nightmare...sick.. ok enough mini venting..this was supposed to be a short intro.. Hope to find some comfort and maybe a friend or 2 to chat and get this off my mind as lately I have daily reminders. -Min
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