I did not sleep this night. Not a minute. In the early morning my parents got the keys for the house, and around half past eight we drove of. Basically, the house belongs to my "family", but since they are running out of money it belongs to the state. It is located a bit northeast of the city, so it took us a while to get there. By the time it came into sight, across some fields, my parents stopped. They asked me if I am sure about this, and, after I had thought about it for a moment (and shown my bad behavior of chewing on my bottom lip), I nodded. We drove on, and turned into the driveway. I