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RabbitDude

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  1. Hi Everyone,

    I'm sorry I'm not around much.  I am actually trying to reduce my presence on line and connect more in the real world.  I am also as a faith based chat at: https://www.christianchat.info/community/.  I'm Rabbit there too and they know me, so you can look for me there also.  Keep going!  I am and I'm connecting in the world in a way I didn't know was possible.  I know it's not easy, but I get up because if I give up they win.  I'm not going to let that happen!  We are worth more then we know, and God says so.  You are in my prayers daily, especially Miss Annie and Miss Field but they represent all of us to me.  So yeah, every morning I pray for you.  You are already winners, and live in victory because they could not stop you.  :lindybunnie::lindybunnie::lindybunnie:

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    2. Field8

      Field8

      I love and miss you too Bunny!!!!!

    3. RabbitDude
    4. Annie7

      Annie7

      i got a message from our friend, i am still waiting to hear back if i am accepted into that community, i didnt hear back from them  plus i am struggling a lot with trust and paranoia right now . feel most of the time im going to burst into tears. may go back into therapy. i dont know. i worry about the insurance and the cost. love you all so much. 

  2. Wow something changed.  The site has a new look an I lost all of my followers, plus people I was following.  Plus it said I had put someone on ignore, when I never put anyone on ignore.:ohmy:

  3. I am speaking now, speaking for those of us who have no voice. Over 6000 have heard me to about "this" and I will keep going. I'm no longer a slave to fear. I am a child of God. Listen to this song:

  4. A new year, and my plan is to keep moving forward. We are not alone!

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    2. Annie7

      Annie7

      They never won, we survived...and have bigger hearts than many!!!! God loves you so much.

    3. RabbitDude

      RabbitDude

      God loves you too! Sorry I've not been around much, work to do inside but I have awesome mentors at my church. My one friend tells me: boy if you mess up, fess up, He will help you get up! I do, He does, pretty awesome. Love you too...

    4. Annie7

      Annie7

      miss you rabbit ;( 

  5. Time to break off one more chain. I started to tell my family what happened. Already started and more to go but so far so good.

  6. Life is always going 2b a challenge 4 us, but we walked through evil and came out of it, we are bigger then it, and we can thrive inspite of it!

    1. Annie7

      Annie7

      here here ;)

  7. Words are powerfull tools. Here is a good one for us survivors: FREEDOM! The Rabbit has spoken, do you receive it today?

    1. Annie7

      Annie7

      oh, what is freedom when you never feel safe? like your attitude anyway rabbit

  8. I did it, passed all of the tests so I get to start the new job on Tuesday, Feb 18th. Rabbit Dance!

    1. Ember

      Ember

      Congratulations Rabbit Dude!!! I hope your new job works out for you.

  9. Did it, Rabbit got a job! A one year thing that could become permanent!

  10. Did it, tough too but feels awesome! Spoke b4 some 225 guys about this stuff...

  11. Did it, tought too but feels awesome! Spoke b4 some 225 guys about this stuff...

  12. Tuesday, Jan 7, I will speak in public about this.

  13. I am about to speak in public about boys and csa. It'll be before a fellowship group at church, about 150 people. I'm ready :)

  14. You shall know the truth, and the truth shall set you free!

  15. If we give up on ourself, they win and I won't let that happen!

  16. How do I get into the survivor forums? It says I need a password but others here tell me I don't. Not sure what to do.
  17. My T is totally awesome!

  18. Hey friend, am so glad you made it here. Miss talking to you but am praying you're pushing through all the garbage like me. RabbitDude

  19. Thanks Activist and Crayon, I was able to talk some in chat yesterday, after pushing myself hard nt 2b a lurker. Gotta try to focus forward and not look back at the shadows. There are so few safe places on the net but I think Im feeling safe here. It may take me some time 2b kewl with everything but will try. Thanks again.
  20. Thanks, sometimes I just hate where I am, but then I try to remember that where I am now is a lot different then before, in this weird healing process. Even though it's weird and I have a lot to sort out, I know it's working too.
  21. Hi room. I am new and am a guy, and a survivor. I'm not quite sure how to reach out yet here but will try. I have been in T since September. I know there are thousands of stories like mine, thousands of "us". I don't get the why, and never will. My sexual abuse started when I was around 5 or 6, and the verbal and physical stuff before that. It continued till I was big enough to stop it (mostly) and left home. At least the verbal and physical stuff stopped. My family doesn't know about the predators, but they sure know about the verbal and physical stuff at home. No one talks about it, and I don't get that either. There is a lot I don't get and it bites. The predators stole my innocence, but they could not take it all away and that part I still have inside. I will not give into hate, or "they" will win. At least now I know I am not defined by who and what the bad people told me I was. Actually thanks to my T I know I was never defined by them. I was not made for the things they said I was made for, that stuff they said was the only thing I'd ever be good for. I also learned from my counselor that it does not matter anymore where I have been, only where I'm going. I'm not sure where that is yet. Sometimes things still make me cry and I don't like that, but I'm glad I found this place. The shadows can leave me alone now, and I hope they figure that out soon. They are not going to win.
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