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  1. Once again harassed

    Yep. Fuck this life. I take public transportation and once again as a woman - beautiful inside and out are we all , sassy, funny, strong, and cool - I was reminded by a fucktard that I'm just here to be harassed. By the way, lately I've been reading quotes from Karen Straughan. She's on youtube. Wow, Karen. Just wow. I don't recommend reading or listening to this horribly self hating yet hilariously bitter muppet unless you've had a lot of strong morning coffee. But if you ever thought you were, you know, special, she's the antidote. Off to my original thought this morning. Yea, here it is. People are fucks. I've got no illusions about that. They are always judging you online and off, nursing whatever secret bitterness and jealousy resides in their bitter hearts. If you don't threaten them, they might treat you OK. If you do, forget it. People are incredible fucks. I've known that for years. And, I live in the land of the Trump. And I've noticed men becoming bolder. The cockroaches have come out to play. So I take the bus and often, due to living where I do and the time I take it, I'm sometimes the ONLY FUCKING PERSON ON THE FUCKING BUS. I guess for some dudes this is too much to handle. Female bus drivers don''t bother me - and incidentally, in my life, I've had ONE incident of harassment from a woman, a lesbian woman I lived with in a homeless shelter. Otherwise, women don't harass me. Men do. So I make the mistake - the beauty? The kindness? Of talking to this guy. He wears cheap aftershave, has a beard, sunglasses, and smiles a lot. I don't get any particularly vibe because cockroaches are good at hiding what they are . Read about narcissists and listen to youtubers talk about them. Wolf in sheep's clothing indeed, Mama. He is smart. People aren't what they do, they just are what they are. And we somehow end up talking about politics and then he leans over slightly at some point and says, "As a woman, would you make love to Trump?" after discussing in a humorous way his current wife. I'm not stunned so much as realising that once again the cockroaches are everywhere. THIS iS FUCKING PUBLIC TRANSPORTATION. AND ASKING ME ANY QUESTION IN WHICH SEX IS PART OF THE EQUATION IS NOT GONNA FLY. I said no wrinkling up my face in shock and disgust. At his question, at him, at life, at how anytime I open up the door one iota and am kind to sexually insecure men I am treated to this bullshit. To how my entire life has been spent dealing with male sexual insecurity, their need to dominate, to have power over me. Men who want emotional wives on the internet, men who want to stare, men who want to touch, men who want to treat me like I'm an object, to use me, to abuse me, to have a mommy. Weak ass motherfucking men who aren't worth a hair on my head. The good men I've known, far and few in between. On Monday I am speaking to Mr. Smiley about this. He'll either apologise, deny, or be a di*k, but I am letting him know if another word like that comes out of his mouth I'm reporting him. Once again I have to educate. Once again I have to assume the burden. Once again an asshole abuser sails through his life, his weekend, no doubt, beautifully fine, while I sit here typing up this shit, quite alone in my fight against the world. I've met too many fuckboys to count. I gave up long ago on meeting a good one. I've found them all and tracked them down including in the spirit world. I'm tired of y'all's shit. Women, raise your men to respect women. Men, raise your men to respect women. And treat me like I'm worthy of some respect, but shit, I know that's too much to ask for in this fucked up cruel cold capitalistic society. And if you can't, you will find the consequences quite shockingly in your face. I will continue to respect me, however. In spades. Can't wait for Monday. 'Cause I'm fucking over this BULLSHIT. PS, Mr. Smiley? Sorry about the small di*k problem.
  2. i feel a lot like the frost giants in the movie thor
  3. nothing you did or said to me is ok, nothing ive endured is ok, nothing i continue to go through is ok, none of it will ever be ok, how you treat me society is not ok, and i am nothing you say i am. it's not ok . it will never be ok. some day it will be ok when im out of this place known as hell. i choose the terms, and it is not ok. will never be ok. simply put i am done giving any of this energy anymore it's simply not ok. it will never be anything but hell. hell you chose to give. 

  4. Not a guy. Born with a womb. Don't call me a guy. 

  5. not up for anymore humans

    1. Field8

      Field8

      I so understand. I do not like people most of the time.

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    2. snmls
  6. Hello everyone - New to forum/support group

    i hope you find the help you need on as and the site has plenty of good to offer
  7. wish i could  disappear so sad angry and alone 

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :hug: I have no idea, some people would have us believe it because it makes us into a "better" person it's bs though.

    3. Annie7

      Annie7

      its bs lol

      i think abusers just have no hearts ;( 

      ty ;((((

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :hug: your welcome friend :hug: 

  8. Why Am I not worth fighting for ?

    triggers well, these people are (sorry for my bluntness) absolute fucking DIPSHITS. your light is so bright their mushmilk teeth and weak spindly assed selves are blinded.
  9. I am new.

    Welcome to as. wishing you a peaceful day today.
  10. lots of love

    1. Field8

      Field8

      Lots of love back :)

       

  11. Paris & London

    yea i understand that ;( i had nowhere to live for a time and if i move there's a huge chance i wont have a place to rent again ;( lol yes immigration is always to blame
  12. Paris & London

    big ben and la tour Eiffel i dig it! big ben is so cool lol the thing i remember most about london tbh is a guy panhandling in the tube it was awful and sad all these ppl were getting out of the station and he was sitting there sprawled out with longish hair and a beard, nice looking guy, obviously had drug problems, i put a pound in his cup, i felt like a jackass for doing it, he thanked me right away, it destroyed me, i used to write poems about that guy, i couldnt stand it, contrast b.t. all these ppl running off to have a good time late at night and him ;( makes me sound like im a saint im not a saint it just gutted me it was so damn sad london has so much inequity like the world really is
  13. don't feel like caring about ppl anymore, isn't worth it to me anymore

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    2. Annie7

      Annie7

      safe hugs Joshua im always sitting with u and others just had it

    3. Field8

      Field8

      I'm so sorry SweetMoon. Things are crappy here also. Always here with you.

    4. Annie7

      Annie7

      hugs you tightly fieldy ty hon

  14. incest/invisible disorders/stigma/nofamily/heavy lifting = tired 

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    2. Annie7

      Annie7

      thank you both for having my back what a world ;((

    3. wolfennights
    4. Annie7

      Annie7

      (((((((safe hugs)))))))

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