helannah

Thank you

Thank you

Thank you.

I'm not new here I tend to have breaks from the site then come back,I hope I can make some new friends here.

I was at a bar in my local town out with a few friends enjoying myself I saw a bloke at the bar who I knew and not seen for a while he was my ex's brother. I went to go speak to him,it was the general typical conversation like how are you,how's the family ect. Then he started flirting with me I thought okay this is a little weird I had so many thoughts go through my head, he had a wife and 2 kids why is he bothering to flirt with me? Then I went back a few years when I dated his brother and I walked through into my ex's kitchen to make him and his brother a cup of tea I was wearing shorts and

I know my past is holding me back a lot in life but I find it very hard to trust people especially the ones I care about the most I feel like I have competition all the time and my fiance likes to brag about his girl friends saying about how good of motorcyclist they are and im sitting here with nothing I cant go out without feeling threatend of everything yet I have all the protection in the world just feels like im worthless once again

Recently ive just got another therapist this is my 3rd one now and out of all the therapists that have helped me this one happens to be the best I get the idea that she really wants to help me shes trying to get me into work even though ive been registered as unable due to high anxiety . Overall ive been suffering badly once again with bullying, on my Facebook page I had a lot of nasty comments said to me because I had an abortion in july but due to the person I was with at the time I couldnt keep it but I wouldnt of had the baby because I thought my education was more important and I wanted t

i know but i just didn't know the reason for it :/ the therapy is going okay so far but i only have 2 sessions left and i just don't think i'm getting any better

Hello I'm helannah i am 16 years of age and this is my story. In 2011 i had a boyfriend called ryan and we've never had sexual intercourse but as we got further into the relationship he started acting really weird towards me as if i wasn't there any more,2 weeks after we had been together he raped me while his mother was downstairs i didn't say nothing until 1 month after but i told the police about it and i had no justice at all he got 180 hours community servise 7 years on the sex offenders register and 10 years suspended sentence and i still see him in my town . in 2012 i got talking to a