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Everything posted by chant2012

  1. Not doing too well. Been so screwed up: spiritual warfare. I know it is. God I just want some peace. I feel so gross and unworthy. Want to SI so bad. So tired. I need my Xanax.

  2. Fighting the urge to SI... Thing is, I don't even want to fight it...

  3. Today is my birthday. It doesn't feel like my birthday. Odd.

  4. I can't stand this. I am so heartbroken. I hate the feeling of grief. I want her back dammit! I wish you didn't have to die. I want you back. I can't get the feeling of your limp body to go away... :(

  5. Hey there Kevin. I know birthdays can be a trigger for many survivors and I apologize. I have been debating whether or not to wish you a happy birthday because I didn't want to bring up a day that may trigger you... But, I felt it was rude if I didn't say anything. So, "Happy Birthday!!!" in the best way possible. I hope you did something good for yourself today! Sometimes on anniversary days, we have to make good memories in place of the bad ones and let those...

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      ...define the 'bad/triggery' days. I hope this is not offensive. Blessings, love, prayers, and support to you! :)

      Much love and support, your friend, Chantel ♥

  6. Welcome back!!! Hope you find this site supportive like always! Blessings to you. ♥
  7. Yeah you're probably right SNM.
  8. I have been wondering the same thing Amanda. I REALLY miss my posts. I had like around nearly 3000 posts I think and there were so many things that I lost (both my own stuff and people's replies to me that can never be replaced). Also, there were threads that I started that I got pinned and they were very helpful to people and now those are gone too and it stinks... And I haven't really heard anything more since you guys got this site back up. Just didn't know since we haven't been informed any more on this subject. Not trying to sound whiney, I really am thankful for all you have been abl
  9. Sorry, no IIt looks like that option isn't given for this forum! You will have to ask an admin or mod.
  10. I also would be interested! Thanks for this! Also, have you thought about maybe making this into a poll? So AS users could vote on it? Maybe ask a mod about it? Just a thought. To help tally the responses.
  11. Welcome back! for my dear friend.
  12. Welcome back! Glad you came back! We're glad to have you! I hope you find the site useful like I have. Blessings and support. Chantel~
  13. Thanks Found and Gymnast! Blessings.
  14. Thanks Bambi and Gymnast (((((safe hugs to you both)))))
  15. Welcome to AS. I'm sorry that this happened to her and to you indirectly. You have my support. Blessings. <3
  16. Thanks. ♥♥♥ You too! ((((you)))) if OK.
  17. You are right Jen. ((((((((((((jen))))))))))) if ok.
  18. Made an album in my gallery for all who want to check it out. It is called "Victim No Longer: !!!Survivor!!!" It is a mix of healing photos and some ones I found cute or funny also. Blessings! ♥

  19. chant2012


    Hello z90! Welcome to AS! I hope that you find this site as helpful to your healing journey as I have. If you have any questions, the mods are very helpful. Feel free to PM me also. You have taken a big step by joining. And the healing journey is all about steps! Blessings to you. Safe if OK. Much love and support, your friend, Chantel ♥
  20. This album is about survivorship and everything in it and about it. Anything uplifting and helpful to healing! And I suppose it can include funny things too... Because we all know that laughter is a GREAT medicine! :)
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