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I know what that feels like Rapha, my dad does the same to me. (((safe gentle hugs))) if ok. And you should know I am not laughing at you, I am smiling because you are on the road to recovery  Your father should be ashamed of how he has treated you! You are a kind and decent human being and I am most happy and honored to have met you! Maybe I will be so lucky as to meet you in person and shake your hand and give you a hug. Anyone who laughs at you should hand their head in shame. You can not help your circumstances, it's not a laughing matter and one day God will cure you as he promises here.

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Isaiah 35:4-6

Say to those who are anxious at heart:“Be strong. Do not be afraid.Look! Your own God will come with vengeance,God will come with retribution.+He will come and save you.”+  ⁵  At that time the eyes of the blind will be opened,+And the ears of the deaf will be unstopped.+  ⁶  At that time the lame will leap like the deer,+And the tongue of the speechless will shout for joy.+For waters will burst forth in the wilderness,And streams in the desert plain

I look forward to this day very much! It will be here sooner then you think. For God has promised these things and God can not lie as mentioned here in Numbers  

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Numbers 23:19 God is not a mere man who tells lies,+Nor a son of man who changes his mind.*+When he says something, will he not do it?When he speaks, will he not carry it out?+

God did not cause your pain and disabilities Rapha! You know how I know . Just read below! Take heart dear friend, I hope this brings you much needed comfort. I hear your cries of pain and so does God and he will rescue you! You just wait and see!

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Job 34:10-12 So listen to me, you men of understanding:*It is unthinkable for the true God to act wickedly,+For the Almighty to do wrong!+ ¹¹  For he will reward a man according to what he does+And bring upon him the consequences of his ways. ¹²  For a certainty, God does not act wickedly;+The Almighty does not pervert justice.+

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James 1:12

¹²  Happy is the man who keeps on enduring trial,+ because on becoming approved he will receive the crown of life,+ which Jehovah* promised to those who continue loving Him.+ ¹³  When under trial, let no one say: “I am being tried by God.” For with evil things God cannot be tried, nor does he himself try anyone.

 

I'm so sorry Rapha ((safe gentle hugs)) I know that no words I say can take away your pain. Just know you have a listening ear if you feel like you can talk. Take good gentle care of yourself, my friend. May the peace of God that excels all thought give you peace of mind and comfort. Don't forget he is near to those broken and heart and those crushed in spirit he saves.

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Thank you Unloveable for your ((((((safe gentle hugs))))))), greatly appreciated. Thank you for your listening ear, very kind of you. I shall trust in the good lord.

I think just chat and private messages are. I decided I wanted to join because of a post I read before I became a member.

Sorry Unloveable, I was just having a dig at the social workers and my sister who's eve's dropping on this website.

What!?!?! That is an invasion of privacy. Oh Rapha, I'm so sorry  

I'm so sorry Rapha (((((gentle safe hugs))))) Please feel free to talk in chat. I want to be there for you. I will never turn a deaf ear.

Thank you Unloveable, thank you also for the ((((((safe hugs)))))) greatly appreciated. Thank you for the invite to talk in chat. Really refreshing and a breath of fresh air to hear someone speak of r*pe as something inappropriate and wrong rather than something to laugh at. Your kind words really mean a lot to me. Thanks  

As a friend once said to me, "I feel your pain inside my heart". (((safe gentle hugs))) if ok.

Thank you Annie & Unloveable for your kind words.

It's a song by The Stone Roses about the Spanish Civil War I think.

It's Pompeii by Bastille.

Thank for the video annie, I really like Kate Bush, awesome song.

Thank you SilentBird. She did it to humiliate me at school and make all my hair fall out at 18 so that no girl would go near me. She really ill quite sick indeed.

ahh well. its overrated. you dont have to use it if you dont want to. its not worth it. and i think people are over hair products now. sorry she did that

Thank you, beautiful. It was Gas lighting & brain washing abuse. I was given no choice. They brain-washed me with verbal abuse through the walls. I was totally clueless as to what was going on.  

The husband of the maths teacher was a Detective Chief Inspector who arranged for me to be repeatedly  raped in the pub he part owned. What chance do I have with the Police?

They will eventually. Be gentle with yourself.

I hope you find some relief Rapha. Some quiet. Take care of you.

Thank you greatfully josiel, SilentBird and Liverbird for you kind words. Really appreciated.

Thank you Annie, appreciated.

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Thank you, Billie

Hey are you ok? I was dx with aspergers when I was 12. Guess its not the same as full blown autism though

Hi Beautiful, I was dx with Asperger's when I was 27. I don't have full blown autism. I just wish that there was a cure for Asperger's/autism so that I could be healthy. Thanks for replying to my status. Hope you are well.

My daughter has autism mild/ moderate she is 3 and beautiful I wish there was a cure also