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I cant handle any more stress Im falling to pieces 

I am counting getting out of bed today as a major victory. I just wanted to stay home where people cannot attack me. I forced myself to go to work which was no easy feat. An article came out in a magazine this weekend for which I interviewed. I will post it. I got great feedback but of course you have to deal with the usual ignorance, too. Things like this always drain me and I don't know why. There were some issues with people on Facebook and I am just feeling too vulnerable right now. I feel like I just need to hide away at home and avoid people, even online. 

i feel like i dont deserve peace and safety.

Need help getting through today and tomorrow please

Hey Everyone. I haven’t been on here in a while. Not since some depressing times and death in my life and health issues. 

Im completely losing it my  mind and hope 

Fear there is nothing left of me.  

I may not be having a good day but I'm learning that if I stand up to the fear and dread of doing things I usually enjoy myself and find there was nothing to be scared of. I am stronger then I believe I am

Fear there is nothing left of me.  

Say you care show it actions speak louder than words

So triggered right now. I never want to leave home. Ever.

It's official! Today totally sucks! I'm gonna find a cat to snuggle with. They don't judge.

It's official! Today totally sucks! I'm gonna find a cat to snuggle with. They don't judge.

It's official! Today totally sucks! I'm gonna find a cat to snuggle with. They don't judge.

I've been noticing I've been self- isolating (again). ...not sure that's a good thing. I makes me sad and worried I'm slipping (again). 

I give up on everything at this point

My stress level is through the roof today.  Feel like I’m going to explode into a million pieces.  

I will breathe

I will figure my problems out

I will not let my worries trouble me

I will not let my stress break me

I will just breathe and it will be ok cause I don't quit.

Wishing you all the best for healing, comfort, happiness, and health in 2018!! 

I hope everyone have a wonderful and very safe New Years! 

Wishing you all the best for healing, comfort, happiness, and health in 2018!! 

Today please remember its Compleately ok to not be perfect.

You are who you are... And that's a beautiful one of a kind awesome you!

Wish my mind had a shut off button Ugh. 

Hugs to all those who need it today.  

Wanted to wish everyone a merry Christmas, I know it's a hard time for alot of people and I'll be thinking you. Take care xxx