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Hi everyone , I am so new to this ,i think i might embarass myself .English is not my first language ,so please bear with me.There are time where i can't believe that no one saw what was going on during the two years i was being molested .It started when i was five .At times i can't believe that it happened ,i think it was a bad dream . Since i have not talked about this with anyone-ever ,i don't know if that is a common reaction .I am not in denial about it anymore ,i can't push it out or bury it far enuf for it to not come up in my dreams or waking hours .Does the acceptance that this rea