rsilver15

I'm so sorry!  I have these days and moments, too.  Always around if you need to talk.  If not, that's okay, too - will sit quietly in your corner if you'll have me.   Hang in there.

thank you @snmls and @Capulet so much, grateful to know someone is there.  I feel like I've been telling everyone "I'm ok" a lot lately and this felt like the only place I could be honest and say I'm not.

@rsilver15 - that is what I like the most about this place!!!   I feel I can be most honest both with myself and others here while offline, I have to sugar-coat a lot of things.  

I hope the evening is being good to you.