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Status Updates posted by rsilver15

  1. I'm not ok

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    2. Capulet


      I'm so sorry!  I have these days and moments, too.  Always around if you need to talk.  If not, that's okay, too - will sit quietly in your corner if you'll have me. :)  Hang in there.

    3. rsilver15


      thank you @snmls and @Capulet so much, grateful to know someone is there.  I feel like I've been telling everyone "I'm ok" a lot lately and this felt like the only place I could be honest and say I'm not.

    4. Capulet


      @rsilver15 - that is what I like the most about this place!!! :)  I feel I can be most honest both with myself and others here while offline, I have to sugar-coat a lot of things.  

      I hope the evening is being good to you.  

  2. I came on today to ask, "is this day really hard for anyone else?" and 2 seconds on, I can see it is. I'm so sorry for anyone who experiences this day as a reminder of what our fathers/father figures were not, of pain caused and hearts broken or betrayed. I feel it, too, and we all deserved better. 

    1. Free2Fly


      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      yeah I think everyone is having quite a hard time & it really sucks to see everyone this way :( ... 

      even I have fallen on hard times it's been nothing but dark days & very hard to get through....

    2. rsilver15


      Thank you! It does, and I am so sorry you are feeling this way too - at least we know we are not alone, right? safe hugs back to you, hope tomorrow is better/easier

    3. Free2Fly


      Your welcome & thank u , yeah it's good to know that your not alone in these dull days.

      i hope tomorrow is better/easier for you too.

      sitting with you and here if you wanna talk.

  3. I'm going home tomorrow!! After 5 months working in Alaska - I am excited and nervous about being back where people know me :ohmy:

    1. MeBeMary


      Hope all goes well on your return.

  4. Don't know quite what to say...just feeling anxious and not looking forward to another week.

  5. Had a good day today! Trying not to overanalyze/nit pick about little things and just be happy. Why is that so hard?

  6. it's been one of those days where everything seems to be malfunctioning, the dishwasher and my brain for example

  7. Really dreading this week. I don't know why, but I just have a bad feeling about it

  8. So I was baptized today. It was nice, really, in the end. I spent about 20 minutes after church crying in the bathroom for who knows what reason, but after I pulled myself together and rejoined everyone it was ok. I'm still not as sure as feel like I should be about the whole religion thing... but I'm glad I'm trying.

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