FootballLover

thanx for the hugs!!!!!!!!!!!

You are absolutley right! Yes, he is an asshole! I wish I could take him down.. but my case would not win in court with the defense lawyers making it seem like I wanted it.. ughh.

Thank you It has seriously made me a stronger person.. He may have takin a piece of me..but he's not takin my life. U can count on it.

WHEN MY INCIDENT HAPPENED..YOU TRY SO HARD TO FORGET.. WELL I FORGOT A CERTAIN DIALOGUE THAT WAS SPOKEN..THAT IS A BIG STEP IN A HEALING PROCESS : WHEN HE ENTERED ME (AFTER I SAID NOT TO PUT IT IN TWICE) I SAID: "YOU ASSHOLE..." THEN HE SAID "OMG...DONT CALL RAPE.." I SLOWLY TURNED MY HEAD AND LOOKED OUT MY WINDOW WHILE I WAITED FOR HIM TO FINISH.. I cannot believe I forgot this!! I have been blaming myself...and i would said "it wasnt rape..was it? I don't think he knew what he was doing" NOW I SEE HE KNEW EXACTLY WHAT HE WAS DOING! HE EVEN SAID IT! THAT ASSHOLE..

HELLO leejr ! YES..I WAS TERRIFIED BEFORE I TOLD MY STORY...EVERYONE IS HERE TO HELP WHENEVER YOU ARE READY TO TELL UR STORY GO AHEAD.. TELLING MINE AND SPEAKING WITH OTHERS HAS HELPED ME HEAL.. I HOPE THE SAME GOES FOR YOU GOODLUCK! PS, IF U NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO FEEL FREE TO MESSAGE ME

I have been reading everyone's 5 words..and i cant find mine..its been 9 days since it happened..maybe its too early? But if i had to choose one it would be "Ur still alive;your welcome." You may wonder..wat on earth does that mean. Well..if my dad..or brother knew this happened..you would be 6 feet under my friend, so yes..i am doing you a favor and letting you live.