FootballLover

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  • Birthday February 11

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    My name is Amber..and I am a Senior in college...pretty soon i will have a Bachelors of Science in Criminal Justice. I love the Lord..he has helped me through my struggles and has showed me that I am STRONG..."God Will Never Put Me Through Anything I Cannot Handle..He Loves Me and Knows My Struggle..He Loves Everyone" I have healed because of HIM. April 28, 2011 was a day I will never forget...BUT my heart is strong enough to forgive..my abuser will NOT win, because I already have.

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  1. Best friend is having her baby todayyy!!!!!!! YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! haha

  2. Best friend is having her baby todayyy!!!!!!! YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! haha

  3. Thank God It's Fridayy!! WOO!

  4. thanx for the hugs!!!!!!!!!!!
  5. You are absolutley right! Yes, he is an asshole! I wish I could take him down.. but my case would not win in court with the defense lawyers making it seem like I wanted it.. ughh.
  6. Thank you It has seriously made me a stronger person.. He may have takin a piece of me..but he's not takin my life. U can count on it.
  7. WHEN MY INCIDENT HAPPENED..YOU TRY SO HARD TO FORGET.. WELL I FORGOT A CERTAIN DIALOGUE THAT WAS SPOKEN..THAT IS A BIG STEP IN A HEALING PROCESS : WHEN HE ENTERED ME (AFTER I SAID NOT TO PUT IT IN TWICE) I SAID: "YOU ASSHOLE..." THEN HE SAID "OMG...DONT CALL RAPE.." I SLOWLY TURNED MY HEAD AND LOOKED OUT MY WINDOW WHILE I WAITED FOR HIM TO FINISH.. I cannot believe I forgot this!! I have been blaming myself...and i would said "it wasnt rape..was it? I don't think he knew what he was doing" NOW I SEE HE KNEW EXACTLY WHAT HE WAS DOING! HE EVEN SAID IT! THAT ASSHOLE..
  8. HELLO leejr ! YES..I WAS TERRIFIED BEFORE I TOLD MY STORY...EVERYONE IS HERE TO HELP WHENEVER YOU ARE READY TO TELL UR STORY GO AHEAD.. TELLING MINE AND SPEAKING WITH OTHERS HAS HELPED ME HEAL.. I HOPE THE SAME GOES FOR YOU GOODLUCK! PS, IF U NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO FEEL FREE TO MESSAGE ME
  9. I have been reading everyone's 5 words..and i cant find mine..its been 9 days since it happened..maybe its too early? But if i had to choose one it would be "Ur still alive;your welcome." You may wonder..wat on earth does that mean. Well..if my dad..or brother knew this happened..you would be 6 feet under my friend, so yes..i am doing you a favor and letting you live.