EvaAntonia

I'm glad it helped you... that you are reaching out for help and trying to heal shows how brave and strong you are. You ARE a SURVIVOR. <3 Much love from me.

:!: My story is long.. starts at a young age when my uncle molested me and my sister, made us do things together and to him. It wasn't uncommon for my mother to find us watching porn as toddlers/children. As of recently, however, I have been realizing that my father was involved which is complicated because we have a close unhealthy relationship-- he makes sexual advances to me, his CSA of me/my sister is probably a result of his mother doing the same thing... but anyways I am trying to learn what is appropriate behavior and what is sexual because I don't always know the difference... espec

Tooscared, Welcome. I am a recently joined member, after years of wondering where there was a safe place to talk about my SA/ED and I have found it here. I know seeing a T could possibly help a lot... it can be scary, but you never have to talk about things right away, but once you are comfortable with a T they can be of immense help. I have been seeing mine for about 6 months and I just told her about my ED and past SA, it felt so relieving to tell her about it. You are reaching out for support here-- which means you want to heal. I hope you take it easy on yourself, give yourself the tim