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  • Birthday 06/05/1992

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    art, DIY, cooking, 4th year psychology student both loving the experience and getting excited for the future!

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  1. Welcome blueskies. I hope you find everyone here as supportive as I have. Feel free to send me a message anytime.
  2. From a lot of people: "This is depressing. I don't want to think about it." Aw no. That's awful. You have to think about it? Gee, I don't know what I'd do if I had to think about it. Oh wait, I do. Everyday. Thanks for the support. Point out ways that I could have prevented it. Yeah because I haven't thought of that before and beat myself up about it. This random guy I told one time for some reason because he said that he was a good listener. yeah right. "If you don't remember it why does it bother you?" I said I don't remember parts of it. And it bothers me because I can't remember everything. "Yeah, a lot of girls say stuff like that to make guys feel sorry for them" No comment on this one. From my ex boyfriend one time when he was really frustrated: "Chill out! It's not really a big deal!" Excuse me?! From his best friend: "He probably just didn't understand that you didn't want it." I don't know, I feel like when I told him to stop and leave and he told me that he wasn't going to leave until he got what he wanted, he pretty much understood that I wasn't happy and didn't care. From one of his friends who called me to tell me what a sl*t I am: "Yeah, I've heard your so called rape story. I know him. He is way too sweet to do that! You were the one who seduced him. You're such a sl*t!" Excuse me but were you there? I was definitely not being seductive! Unless you are seduced by people crying and begging you to leave them alone. Also, yeah No sh*t he seems sweet. Do you think I would have gone out with him in the first place if he just walked up to me and said "hey! I'm a rapist"? I thought he was sweet too. that's why I let him alone with me!
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    Hello welcome to AS. It takes serious courage to take this step congratulations! I think you'll find that people here are very understanding. It's been almost three years for me as well and I too have just begin so don't worry, you're not alone. One thing that someone told me when I first joined that is really helpful is to take note of something that says it may be triggering and try to think about your own well being before you continue to read. It can get very overwhelming at times and you need to remember to let your own needs come first. Welcome! I hope you will find AS a safe place to begin the healing process.
  4. Thank you so much for posting this. I'm a pretty even balance between victim and survivor. An improvement which I feel has happened over the past week.
  5. Hi Welcome to AS! I'm new too. Everyone here is really supportive. Welcome to the site and let me know if you need anything.
  6. Hi I'm a senior in high school and I'm tired of thinking and worrying about something that happened to me almost 3 years ago while all my friends are worrying about stuff like getting into a good college. I tried talking to them about it at first but none of them understand why I haven't gotten over it so over the past year or so I've sort of tried to block it out and deal with it myself. I've finally come to the realization that this is not working and I don't see this going away and on top of that I feel like I've been dealing with this all the wrong way and am now worse off than before. I'm a complete emotional wreck right now so I hope you guys will bare with me. I found After Silence a few days ago and joined pretty much immediately but I've been to scared to post anything until now. I hope I'm doing this right. So hi!
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