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patriciag

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    Hi SurvivorChick, like you I was 4 to the age of 10 that my father sexually abused me. I do believe in God, but spent some time being angry at Him. I now know that God gave man free will, my father choice with his free will to abuse me. Where was God when I was being abused, I believe He was with me crying for this is not what he had planned for me.
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    Hi Ausi and welcome to AS. I am glad you found your password. I do believe that our mind and body know when its time to start the journey of healing. You have found a safe place here and you aren't alone in this. Take your time going over the site. Patricia
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    Hi Vettegirl, welcome to AS. You will find many who will help you walk through this healing. I am from Nova Scotia we live in a great country ehh Patricia
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    Hi healinghope, welcome to AS. I am sorry you were in a abusive relationship and he hurt you so badly. You don't have to do this alone, you have found a very supportive group here and you aren't alone. Patricia
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    Hi Jillian ,I am part of the support team here at AS. I am sorry that you are feeling sad. When I feel sad sometimes it's nice to know I am not alone. Just t want you to know you are not alone . It is hard when you can see the person and it just seems a computer screen, but there is someone behind that screen many of us who know how you are feeling. Patricia
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    thinking of you

    1. blondi

      blondi

      Thank you so much. :-)

      It's going to be a difficult three days. But I am happy to be on the road to recovery. 

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    just want you to know I am thinking about you for tomorrow and will check in to see how you are doing :hug:

    1. blondi

      blondi

      Thank you so much Pattriciag. I am sure everything will go well, but I really appreciate the support. :hug:

    2. patriciag

      patriciag

      I am sure  everything will be fine

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    hi

    patriciag replied to HiddenHeart's topic in Public: Welcome!

    Hi hiddenHeart and welcome to AS. What you are saying makes sense, I hide behind my mask also, trying to lean to drop it but really don't know who I am behind it. This is a safe place to share your feelings. Patricia
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    Hi Irishgal welcome to AS, Like Mary said we all feel the way you are when we first come here. Take your time to look over the site. We are here for you. Patricia
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    Hi raindance, welcome to AS. I am also a survivor from ptsd. You will find this site to be a safe place and most important you are not alone. Take you time to look over the site. Patricia
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    Hi Teej, welcome to AS. You have found a safe place and you are not alone here. Things can be overwhelming when you first come to the site, but take your time going over it. I am sorry for the abuse that you suffered. I agree that you have no contact with your abuser, block everything on FB that he may see. Patricia
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    I lost the one person I could trust with everything , she broke my trust, I trusted her with things I couldn't trust my husband with. I have no one , can't stop the tears.

    1. ria715

      ria715

      You do have people. You have a wonderful support system here.  I am so sorry this happened to you.  Sitting with you if that's okay.

    2. patriciag

      patriciag

      thank you everyone, I see my T Friday

    3. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Hope all goes well today. :hug: to you.

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    Hi Kaitly you did great with the introductions. Welcome to AS. You will find support here and you are not alone. Patricia
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    I really don't know what to say, I feel my heart is broken into  pieces, it will never be the same, right now I am broken.

    1. ria715

      ria715

      Sending positive thoughts.

    2. patriciag

      patriciag

      Thank you ria, I can't put into words how sad I feel

    3. josiel

      josiel

      Hugs your way, patricia...sooooo sorry you're hurting! :console:

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    Hi lanalang welcome to AS. I am sorry for the trauma that happened to you 9 months ago. This is a safe place and you wouldn't be alone here. Take your time getting to know the different forums. Patricia
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    Hello TSO, welcome to AS and I like your profile picture. I am glad you found the site. The best part you are not alone here, it is a safe place. I am sorry for the trauma that you suffered. Patricia
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    Hi Hiddenstars, Welcome to AS. I agree with you it is sad that anyone has gone through trauma but nice to know that we have a safe place and know we are not alone. Patricia
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    Hi Struggkingand welcome to AS. I am sorry for the trauma that happened in your past. The one thing about this site is your not alone, it is sad any of us need a site like this. This is also a safe place. Glad to see you are making it around to the different post. Patricia
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    I have one of pictures up of Eagles

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    This is what I did today

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    1. Jaybird13

      Jaybird13

      Wow that is beautiful! 

    2. patriciag

      patriciag

      Thank you Jay, eagles to me are very  special I have one tattoo on my right shoulder. I got it when my father got out of prison to remind me I am finally   free . How have you been feeling and how is baby.

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    :bubble: Excited hoping to find Eagles today to take pictures, hope I can find them!!!!

    1. Jaybird13

      Jaybird13

      Sounds fun, hope you find them :penguin:

    2. patriciag

      patriciag

      Thanks Jay, I found a few ,haven't looked at the pictures yet. It was wonderful to watch them sour.

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    Hi Payjaxmom , welcome to As, could you tell me what do you find complicated about the site.
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    :hammer: Bad day with the T today, hate it when I cry and can't stop plus a major snow storm coming tonight into tomorrow,  migraine all ready starting.

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    Hi Seashell and welcome to AS. This is a great place to connect with others. I am happy to see that you a supportive family. Patricia
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    Welcome to As Anna, you have a safe site Patricia
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