Hi Lexi, it's nice to meet you It was a big step to post here - I think that automatically makes you brave. It took me weeks to pluck up the courage to even join, let alone post anything. I've never regretted it though! Sometimes I struggle to post anything and reply, and end up spending days or weeks at a time only reading, and even that makes me feel a little better. I'm so sorry you haven't been able to find support in your area - actually this is one of the things that really bothers me. Support can be incredibly difficult to access. That's what makes AS so special, and I'm so glad you fo