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Thank you for the welcome, I feel safe here. It took a long time for me to call it what it was. As soon as my son graduates from high school I'm going to get divorced. I have 6 months and 8 days left. As for now, the spousal unit sleeps in the bedroom alone. I stay on the couch, usually, I don't want to be behind closed doors again. I finallly contacted the rape support group here where I live and will be going to counseling as soon as I can stomach the thought. My regular doctor has been wonderful and he undertands that I'm not in a position to just get divorced right now. That, in
I'm glad I found this site. It's been a few months since my husband raped me after a couple of hours of internet porn. For a long time I couldn't even call it rape. I still can't believe it. And I didn't think he would ever be the cause of me looking for emotional support in a forum like this. I don't think I'll be posting much at first, I just wanted someone to know I was here. I feel like I've been gutted.