bumblebee09

hi, my name is Rhiannon, i have never been to any of these sites b4, i am 25 years old, and have been raped 3 times. when i was 4 my brother raped me until the age of 5, then when i turned 18, and i was also gang raped when i was 21. i have no real surrport from anyone because they dont know what to say or do, as they have not been through it themselves. i have 10 flash backs through out the day and am so tired of it all. i wish i could take a pill and never remember it again. but i cant, and thats what scares me, i dont want to think about it anymore, but one of my triggers are black m