I am just joining this site as well and know the pain you have. I will share my story in the appropriate place, but know we are all here for the same reasons. Our stories may differ, but the pains are real and felt by all. Pray you get the help, love, and support you need. I am having my 5th counseling session tomorrow. Abuse happened 30 years ago, but a good Christian friend kept encouraging the therapeutic and much needed affects of therapy and he was right. Please consider.
Sonflower75