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MzKeys75

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  1. MzKeys75

    I wish I didn't feel so unsafe. 😔

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    2. fallenstar

      fallenstar

      Safe hugs if okay MzKeys :hug:i feel scared too.

    3. MzKeys75

      MzKeys75

      Thank you, fallenstar.  I wish unsafe and scared were not part of our set of emotions/feelings.  Hugs to you, too.

    4. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      Me too, MzKeys...me too :throb:

  2. MzKeys75

    My anxiety has turned into this dreadful worry that people are thinking the worst of me.  Maybe that's social anxiety?  I'm not sure, but whatever it is, it is insanely annoying.

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    2. Whisper

      Whisper

      I don't know what this is, but I know that it isn't true. Sitting with you. :console:

    3. MzKeys75

      MzKeys75

      Thank you, @Whisper.  I appreciate your support.

    4. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      I understand. I have felt that way too with the advocates. They are all pretty much devoted to DV and I am always the one reaching out to them (or I was in the past; I quit in the past several weeks). I decided they weren't helping me, I am too much of a toxic bundle of drama, and I would just do it myself. Well yesterday I got an email from the one I am closest to, the only one I really talk to now, and we talked about that. She told me that yes, she is a DV legal director, but that I am just as important as her DV clients and not to ever feel like I am too much and not contact her if I need anything. She told me she had cleared her calendar to go to court with me on 8/15 for the pretrial hearing and wanted to make sure it was still on. I just get paranoid when I am always the one reaching out and no one ever initiates contact with me. I felt much better when she emailed me yesterday. So, the point of this rambling, LOL, is to tell you that I am sure your T and your DR/NP do not feel that way. Not at all....but, I know exactly how you feel. 

       

  3. MzKeys75

    I'm back.  :hi:  I was on vacation, and I forced myself to unplug.  It was a necessary break from everything.  I will be catching up on posts now.  Please forgive me if I missed something important!  (Or just tag me.)

    1. wishinuponastar

      wishinuponastar

      Welcome back :) Good for you!!! We all need a break and there is no need to apology for taking care of you. I know you have been dealing with a lot so it is good that you took a break and took some you time. Looking forward to seeing you around the board.

  4. MzKeys75
    No matter how many times or how well I have been put back together, I will always have been broken.
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