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MzKeys75

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    US
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    Music, theatre, travel, dining, family, friends

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  1. Didn’t work for me, either, but it was worth a shot. Thank you for trying! 💗
  2. I have an iPhone. I did figure out how to get to my profile, but not my messages or notifications.
  3. I have no access to my profile, messages, or notifications. I’m on my phone (haven’t tried my computer) using Safari (I think).
  4. First of all . . . hi. I'm sorry for what brought you here, but I'm glad you found us. Next . . . wow. I'm sure it must be really difficult, especially as a writer, for you to have signed a non disclosure. Does that only affect what you can say publicly, or would that even apply to a therapy-type setting? I certainly hope NOT the latter, as that could make healing especially difficult.
  5. Dear Cap, Nothing you did before you stepped into that house makes you responsible for what was done to you. Once you were there, I see two glaring mistakes. Neither of them are yours. Just sayin’. 💗
  6. My heart breaks for your 17-year-old self. You are amazing, and brave, and you were your own superhero that night. ‘Tho you shouldn’t have had to be. Huge safe ((Hugs)), if okay. 💗
  7. No matter how many times or how well I have been put back together, I will always have been broken.
  8. I am sorry for what brought you here, but welcome.
  9. I'm back.  :hi:  I was on vacation, and I forced myself to unplug.  It was a necessary break from everything.  I will be catching up on posts now.  Please forgive me if I missed something important!  (Or just tag me.)

    1. wishinuponastar

      wishinuponastar

      Welcome back :) Good for you!!! We all need a break and there is no need to apology for taking care of you. I know you have been dealing with a lot so it is good that you took a break and took some you time. Looking forward to seeing you around the board.

  10. I tried to find the thread that we talked about PTSD on but I couldn't so I'm just going to post what I recently found here because I thought it was interesting.

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    1. MzKeys75

      MzKeys75

      Wow.  This is very interesting.  Thanks for posting it.

    2. wishinuponastar
    3. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      Thank you and you're welcome :throb:

  11. My anxiety has turned into this dreadful worry that people are thinking the worst of me.  Maybe that's social anxiety?  I'm not sure, but whatever it is, it is insanely annoying.

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    2. Whisper

      Whisper

      I don't know what this is, but I know that it isn't true. Sitting with you. :console:

    3. MzKeys75

      MzKeys75

      Thank you, @Whisper.  I appreciate your support.

    4. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      I understand. I have felt that way too with the advocates. They are all pretty much devoted to DV and I am always the one reaching out to them (or I was in the past; I quit in the past several weeks). I decided they weren't helping me, I am too much of a toxic bundle of drama, and I would just do it myself. Well yesterday I got an email from the one I am closest to, the only one I really talk to now, and we talked about that. She told me that yes, she is a DV legal director, but that I am just as important as her DV clients and not to ever feel like I am too much and not contact her if I need anything. She told me she had cleared her calendar to go to court with me on 8/15 for the pretrial hearing and wanted to make sure it was still on. I just get paranoid when I am always the one reaching out and no one ever initiates contact with me. I felt much better when she emailed me yesterday. So, the point of this rambling, LOL, is to tell you that I am sure your T and your DR/NP do not feel that way. Not at all....but, I know exactly how you feel. 

       

  12. Good for you for taking that first step! Welcome, although I am sorry for what brings you here. I hope you find the support you need . . . there are some amazing people here!
  13. I'm sorry for what brought you here, but welcome. I hope you find the support you need. Sitting with you.
  14. I am so sorry. It probably is, unfortunately. You will find a lot of support here.
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