SoSadLostAndLonely

Hi, I am a newby! I have read several posts and am SO very sad that so many people have endured such horrible pain and so many as young children. I feel blessed that I had a safe and loving world to grow in.. My life has taken a turn though, over the last few years. I was married young and had two children only to wake up at 30 and think- MY GOD IS THIS IT?? We divorced and over a long drawn out court case I have lost the custody of my son.. (Now 11) My ex husband poisoned him against me and it just got all so hard.. He was running away and we had the police involved several times.. I still