I'm new to this board. Came across it last night and I'm hoping it will be helpful.
I'm a survivor of abuse - all kinds - and have gotten myself into bad situations more than once as a teen and adult. Started therapy when I was in my early 20s and having a hard time raising my daughter - i didnt trust her with anyone but me and had no idea why. I blanked out most of my childhood. Things started flashing and still I wonder to this day if some of it just isnt real. Who knows.
Long story short, I went through some very hard times and I have enjoyed many years of absolute joy. I stopped t