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  1. It is such a relief to make my voice heard ... I have been use to my echo for far to long. It is time I say how I feel for a change. It seems as though most of us share the same pain, perhaps just a different source. I am going for my first councelling session. Scared, but I guess it is time. Will the circle be unbroken, wll the damage eve be undone, will life get the meaning which was taken from it? Only time will tell. Thanks for the kind words. I haven't spoken to people about this and somehow I feel a bit lighter.
  2. Life have become a sadist ... the blunt knife of reality scars me daily and like a feeding cancer makes me less... I discovered that I am dying in the silence I carry with me, the comfort I so desperately need but just can't find. Married for 8 years ... 3 children ... statistic, I do not want to become a statistic. The HIV tests came back negative, the std tests came back negative, but the second round is around the corner and I am scared ... it is a fear that strangles me .. the what if, the what now. How do you talk about it, where do you start ... it is like yesterday, it is like toda
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