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Everything posted by willingness
i was molested by a uncle i did find out my parents new and did nothing to stop it, they were alcholics so booze first me last. im wanting to get better but i dont want to be vanrable. i dont want to break down these walls ive put up around me to protect me, i hate being afraid of everything ,i try to escape into booze but i did quit 3 months ago then i think about pills, or gambling ive run all my life. but damit i feel warm in my box and safe, its easyer to stay in here, but still hurts.