Introduction in Public: Welcome! Posted July 13, 2010 Hi all. My name is Elizabeth but most call me Jane. I am here cuz I am just looking for somewhere to be ok. I have been married for 6 years and the first 2 years I raped by my husband. We are still together, but now the rape has started again. I don't know what to do with myself and I am not brave enough to get help. Last time I did they took my kids away and nobody really believed me anyways. So I am just dealing with this. I am pretty much sealed off from the outside now. My family knows not to come over and I've lost my friends cause they can't handle what is happening. Grandma ( his mom) came and got the kids tonight cause he is threatening to kill himself cause I don't want him. But she doesn't believe me either. So that's it. That's me. I hope to find some solace here and help with the nightmares.