Hi everyone. I'm Flava. My violent attacks occured 9-9-04 and again in 11-29-04. It's been a year and my anniversary was fulled of soaking, flashbacks, hurtful flashbacks,etc, just pure chaos. Anyway I think of sometimes like what if I loved or hugged and kissed him or he did that to me or us dating. And I know that could never happen but I just feel crazy. HELP!!!!