My name is Ruthy and I was raped 4 years ago. I also have bipolar disorder, it was very severe at the time I was raped, so I withdrew in a deep depression and never reported it. Four years later and I still don't know how to deal with it. I've only told a few people, but no one has been able to help me. I have flashbacks and nightmares, and I still have a difficult time trusting people. This is eating me alive inside, does anyone have any advice as to what I should do next?