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  1. Hi Again...

    I'm back. I'm struggling more than I care to admit. I don't know what to do and sometimes everything hurts. I'm with an amazing man and we're planning on getting married (for clarification, this wasn't the man I was with in November). I'm terrified right now of everything and I just need somewhere to vent and people to lean on. I'm in *t* again and it...it's hard. Thanks in advance. Love, Alex
  2. Hi Again...

    Thanks, Heart.
  3. Hi Again...

    Thanks, Skye. (((safe hugs)))
  4. Hi Again...

    Thanks. =) (((safe hugs)))
  5. Hi Again...

    Thanks MGR. (((safe hugs))))
  6. I Hope It Is Ok To Come Back

    *hugs* Of course it's ok to come back. We're always here for you. I'm so sorry you're struggling... *safe hugs* Love, Alex
  7. What Did You Do For You Today?

    I enjoyed a smoothie today. I took a nap even tho I didn't have time to. =)
  8. Stopping By Again...it's Alex!

    Hey everyone, I'm sorry I've been away for forever. Things are so much better than they were...I occasionally have flashbacks/body memories but I feel healed and...amazing. I moved out of the house and am away at college and that's helped so much. I'm at a loss for words. I'm not going to lie, I'm not sure I feel like I belong because I've been away for so long and because I'm pretty far along in the path to healing. And speaking of healing... I thought I was a lesbian. ...until I admitted my feelings for a really good guy friend. I'd actually had feelings for him all through high school - so - for about 4 years. =O He spent the night and...it was beyond amazing. He knows about the *sa*/*r* and was so tender and caring and sweet. I know that it wasn't a one-night sort of a thing but I'm trying to figure out whether or not to ask him out (he said that he didn't know what to do with what happened when we talked...although I'm thinking this may have to do with the fact that I'm in control of any sexual situation/etc.). So...hehehe. I'm still floating and on top of the world and I feel...amazing. I hope all of you guys are well. (((safe hugs))) Love, Alex
  9. Stopping By Again...it's Alex!

    Thanks to everyone for the welcome backs. And thanks for always welcoming me back. =)
  10. Stopping By Again...it's Alex!

    Thanks for the welcome back. =)
  11. *shyly Waves Hello*

    (((Elizabeth))) Welcome to AS. Hope you find this place as helpful as I have over the years. - Alex
  12. New To The Board

    ((Mindysue)) Welcome to AS. Welcome to our family. Love, Alex
  13. Hi Im New

    Welcome to AS. Hope you feel at home here. Take your time to look around. ((safe hugs)) Love, Alex
  14. Another Story To Be Told...

    (((Kitty))) Welcome to AS hun. I hope you enjoy your stay; I'm sorry you've been through so much. Please know that we're here for you. Welcome to our family. (((safe hugs))) Love, Alex
  15. New Here

    ((Megan)) Welcome to AS! ((safe hugs)) Hope you enjoy your stay. Love, Alex
  16. I Find Myself Here Again.

    ((Spent)) I'm sorry to hear things are so rough for you right now. I want to say welcome to AS. I'm sure that you'll find the support that you're seeking here. You're not ruining your family. My partner is very understanding when it comes to sexual issues/intimancy issues. I'm sorry that your relationship wtih your boyfriend is falling apart...I'm not sure what else to say. Welcome to our family. ((safe hugs)) Love, Alex
  17. Another Newbie...

    (((Littlebluegirl))) Welcome to AS. Welcome to our family. Love, Alex
  18. About 4 Yrs Out

    Welcome to AS sweetheart. We're one big family here. Take your time to look around. I'm here if you need anything. Love, Alex
  19. Be Patient With Me. I'm New At This

    ((Spent)) Welcome to AS. Feel free to look around and get comfortable. Feel free to share what you want to. Take your time. There's no rush. ((safe hugs)) Love, Alex
  20. Talk To Me

    ((Amy)) Welcome to AS. Thanks for the offer to listen. Hope you enjoy being a part of our family. Love, Alex
  21. Hi

    ((Ness)) Welcome to AS. I hope you find this place to be your second home...I sure know it's mine. Love, Alex
  22. Hello

    ((Lyndi)) Welcome to AS. Glad to see another new member. Hope that you enjoy your stay and get what I've gotten out of this site... Much love, Alex
  23. Hey...

    Hey Sweetie -- You know that I love you and I'm always here for you no matter what. And I'm so sorry the stuff with your cousin happened...it was wrong, and he should've known better...it's not your fault...at all. ((safe hugs)) AS is a great place. It's my second family. Well, more like my family. Heh. It is my family. I hope it'll become yours too. Everyone here is very loving and supportive. Love you sweetheart. - Alex
  24. A Note To Say Hello

    Welcome to AS. Hope you enjoy your stay. <3, Alex
  25. It's Alex...

    I'm not sure if anyone remembers me, but it's Alex... I'm hanging in there, I guess. I went into the hospital earlier this year because I tried to kill myself a couple times. I guess I'm picking up the pieces and slowly trying to move on...I'm not sure what else to say. I love you guys and I'm sorry for my absence. Love, Alex