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your.beautiful.mistake

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    Hi Again...

    in Public: Welcome!

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    I'm back. I'm struggling more than I care to admit. I don't know what to do and sometimes everything hurts. I'm with an amazing man and we're planning on getting married (for clarification, this wasn't the man I was with in November). I'm terrified right now of everything and I just need somewhere to vent and people to lean on. I'm in *t* again and it...it's hard.

    Thanks in advance.

    Love,

    Alex

    Stopping By Again...it's Alex!

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    Hey everyone,

    I'm sorry I've been away for forever. Things are so much better than they were...I occasionally have flashbacks/body memories but I feel healed and...amazing. I moved out of the house and am away at college and that's helped so much.

    I'm at a loss for words. I'm not going to lie, I'm not sure I feel like I belong because I've been away for so long and because I'm pretty far along in the path to healing.

    And speaking of healing...

    I thought I was a lesbian.

    ...until I admitted my feelings for a really good guy friend. I'd actually had feelings for him all through high school - so - for about 4 years. =O

    He spent the night and...it was beyond amazing. He knows about the *sa*/*r* and was so tender and caring and sweet. I know that it wasn't a one-night sort of a thing but I'm trying to figure out whether or not to ask him out (he said that he didn't know what to do with what happened when we talked...although I'm thinking this may have to do with the fact that I'm in control of any sexual situation/etc.).

    So...hehehe. I'm still floating and on top of the world and I feel...amazing.

    I hope all of you guys are well.

    (((safe hugs)))

    Love,

    Alex

    I Find Myself Here Again.

    in Public: Welcome!

    Posted · Edited by your.beautiful.mistake

    ((Spent))

    I'm sorry to hear things are so rough for you right now. I want to say welcome to AS. I'm sure that you'll find the support that you're seeking here.

    You're not ruining your family. My partner is very understanding when it comes to sexual issues/intimancy issues. I'm sorry that your relationship wtih your boyfriend is falling apart...I'm not sure what else to say.

    Welcome to our family.

    ((safe hugs))

    Love,

    Alex

    Hey...

    in Public: Welcome!

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    Hey Sweetie --

    You know that I love you and I'm always here for you no matter what. And I'm so sorry the stuff with your cousin happened...it was wrong, and he should've known better...it's not your fault...at all.

    ((safe hugs))

    AS is a great place. It's my second family. Well, more like my family. Heh. It is my family. I hope it'll become yours too.

    Everyone here is very loving and supportive.

    Love you sweetheart.

    - Alex

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