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marcyabadeer

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Status Updates posted by marcyabadeer

  1. “I am a ghost. A wraith of atoms. A shadow” 🖤

    1. BrightSide

      BrightSide

      I see you. B

    2. marcyabadeer

      marcyabadeer

      You have a sixth sense B :) 

  2. cross my heart and hope to fly 

    1. BrightSide

      BrightSide

      Come fly away, come fly away with me.

    2. 8888

      8888

      Love it!

  3. fear is the mind killer- i must not fear

  4. i am myself. that is not enough. 
    -Sylvia Plath 🖤

    1. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      You are enough.

      You are enough.

      You are enough.

      Don't give up.

    2. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      :agree2: with 8888. You are more than enough. 

      You have great value, we see it every day. :hug: to you, Sam.

  5. i can’t forgive him or myself

    1. Enigma87

      Enigma87

      Sitting with you if okay ❤️😟

    2. 8888

      8888

      It's not your fault.  :hug:if okay.

  6. i don’t belong here or there or anywhere. i’m just a hungry ghost 

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    2. feralcat

      feralcat

      You do belong here. We are all ghosts. We are all searching...

      And we love you Sam :)

    3. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      You belong. If you are a ghost you are a lovely spirit. 

       

    4. marcyabadeer

      marcyabadeer

      💜 :bighug:

       

      sam🖤

  7. i tried but, i don’t think so

    1. tuliptorn
    2. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Keep trying and know you are worth it. :hug: 

  8. i’m nothing. i’m just what i am. that’s all

  9. i’m stuck here :( 

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug:If ok?

    2. marcyabadeer

      marcyabadeer

      @Free2Fly thank you. Safe hugs back to you :hug:

    3. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      Stuck here too Sam 😪

  10. :bye:

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank you although I think stuffs gonna keep me awake again.

      I'm sorry but yeah I can understand that very much been the last few days for me honestly, you can just be sitting there and bam instant low feelings.

      I'm sorry your stuck between them too.

    3. marcyabadeer

      marcyabadeer

      I hope things look up for you soon :(  Sending support to you :hug:

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank you Marcy I appreciate it, I hope your doing okay tonight/day whenever it maybe. 🌻

  11. i am burnt out on living life. people get annoyed with me when i am like this-makes me feel worse. then the intrusive thoughts and urges come back. i’d like to think things get better but idk. 

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    2. marcyabadeer

      marcyabadeer

      @Pea I am really sorry to hear that you are in pain. it’s such an isolating, excruciating place to feel stuck 💔 sending support to you- you are definitely not alone 

      🌻🖤

    3. Pea

      Pea

      i’ve just had a breakdown with my boyfriend telling him how tired i am and cried for an hour. it’s supposed to get better they say, i’m just waiting for that. i think we all are. sending you strength too

    4. marcyabadeer

      marcyabadeer

      @Pea thank you. I’m here for you if you need someone to talk to 🌻🖤

  12. i give up 🤷🏻‍♀️ 

    1. Finchy

      Finchy

      :( *big safe hugs* Sitting with you, if you'd like? 

    2. WannaMoveOn

      WannaMoveOn

      Hey, sitting if ok? 

  13. i wanna go to the moon 

     

  14. idk how to ask for help here. I feel like it’s arrogant of me to think anyone would even care 🤷🏻‍♀️ 😔 

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    2. Pink Sky

      Pink Sky

      Sending some extra care your way Marcy. I relate to how you feel, but whatever it is you're struggling with, big or small, you deserve support and will find it here if you reach out. Sending safe hugs if ok?

    3. marcyabadeer

      marcyabadeer

      Thank you for the support @Doll6& @Pink Sky. I really appreciate it.

      I feel less alone with all your responses 😢🌻🖤 I think I’ll try to make a post soon. I just get really scared of getting to that vulnerable space of opening up. I’ve regressed a lot with that 🤷🏻‍♀️ 

    4. Pink Sky

      Pink Sky

      That's ok, take your time! There's no pressure to share anything until you feel ready 

  15. it’s recently been the 12 year mark since I joined here and I’ve never felt so alone. this is not what it used to be… i used to feel like i belonged somewhere for once in my life . now i just feel like some kind of freak around here. maybe you have to be some sort of specific “survivor/ victim” person. i guess I’m not that. this will prob be deleted anyways so who cares 

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    2. Finchy

      Finchy

      Sitting with you, marcy.

    3. marcyabadeer

      marcyabadeer

      Thank you all for being kind 🌻🖤

    4. WannaMoveOn

      WannaMoveOn

      Any time Marcy... I am happy you're still here. 

  16. maybe im just awful 

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    2. marcyabadeer

      marcyabadeer

      Thank you all for your positive encouragement. I appreciate the support 🖤

    3. WannaMoveOn

      WannaMoveOn

      Awful people usually think they are superior. You are not awful. Sitting if ok? 

    4. marcyabadeer

      marcyabadeer

      Thank you for sitting with me 🖤

  17. ok then. idk why i even come here anymore 💔

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    2. Poppy_

      Poppy_

      I feel the exact same way. Feel free to shoot me a PM if you want to chat. I'll be sure to check back soon to see if you have messaged me. You're not alone. 

    3. Field8

      Field8

      I enjoy your company

    4. marcyabadeer

      marcyabadeer

      Thank you 😔

      :bighug:

  18. should i bite my tongue until blood soaks my shirt? 

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      I'm sorry your struggling, sitting with if ok?

    3. marcyabadeer

      marcyabadeer

      thank you all for the company- i really appreciate it. It’s been pretty lonely :( 

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      @marcyabadeer, anytime, I'm sorry it's been so lonely, been the same in my world to be honest although alot of things going out of control too.

      But yeah happy to listen if you need someone to talk to.

  19. trapped in this existence

     

    1. WannaMoveOn

      WannaMoveOn

      Believe me I relate. You don't need to have it all together all the time. Be kind to yourself and keep reaching out. You are not alone 🌻 

    2. marcyabadeer
  20. you are a fraud 😢 taking others words and making them your own. how could you be so cold and awful? 
     

     

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    2. marcyabadeer

      marcyabadeer

      @Free2Flythank you. I’m feeling idk, grossed out by people and their intentions. 
       

      @tuliptornnope not talking about myself this time 😆 but thank you for your kindness my friend 

       

      :hug:

    3. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      😄🤣😂😆❤❤❤

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Your welcome, I'm sorry you're feeling like that, there's too much bad in the world.

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