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jusme

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  1. Hi, I wrote a few songs on my journey to healing and recorded them. I would like to be able to share them, but the mp4 file is not supported. Any way of being able to upload or is it forbidden? jusme
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    Failure

    I'm sorry to all out there tonight who are doing well. I'm not. And for a little while please will you bear with me whilst I indulge my thoughts and feelings and become a little selfish. I have an overwhelming sadness tonight. My heart is broken. I have been struggling for 7 years to love and care for my beautiful partner whom I adore no matter what they may think. I have failed. I am a survivor but not an overcomer. I am not the strong confident person they want. I have not got it all together. I dont have common sense. I dont know how to do things others can. I get angry, I am emotional, I am hurtful. I love deeply, feel deeply, but I fail to communicate it so that it can be felt by others deeply. I have chosen poorly and failed. I have chosen well and let them down. And here I am again at the end of another era, standing on a precipice. Knowing once again that I have let others down by how I have behaved or not behaved, spoken or been silent, acted or neglected. I am culpable. It is my fault and not the past. I should have changed by now. I should have got better. I should have grown up. But I'm stuck in this repeating and very painful cycle of love and loss. I'm not sure I can do it again. Not to myself, but more so to the beautiful ones that I have loved. I'm so tired of being less than. And yes I would love to stand up tall and say I am better than that, but my knees are weak and my heart is faint within me. I cannot stand,
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    Today has been better than others - thanks
  4. jusme

    Newbie

    Thanks for the welcome.
  5. jusme

    Newbie

    Hi there. Am new, and just a little nervous. I hope that this turns out ok. Could do with meeting people who know what its like. Need a little support really. And could do with some safe friends. Am seeking healing, and hope this is a good starting place. Thanks
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