hi everyone I'm new here. just not sure what to say. I'm 30, was molested since I was 4 and depressed since I was about 6... I knew all my life that something was wrong (inside me) my mom never knew I was depressed until I was 20 and told her that by the time I was 8 I had been trying to kill myself. I was raped three times in my life. and just over three years ago did I get help dealing with all this. one things is one of my attackers was never arrested for my crime.. and he is a part of the family.. so I see him some times and I ache all over.. ok I'm at a lost of what to say. thanks for listening.