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hehe no prob!!!!!!<stomp and clab until hands and feet are achy....>

great post and nod in agreement with amykat and curly. i have accepted <partly> that the childhood a$use wasn't my fault, and am working on forgiving myself. the other it'll take more time to forgive myself,but i feel myself having more empowered/good days than bad and the bad/ugly weren't as 'intense' <counselor taught me intensity> as it was before. i definately still have the denial vs acceptance part, not denial of that it happend..for both i accepted it happend, but denial of how much pain i'm in because of what happend and allowing my emotions and not fight it so much and

awesome post and can't be put any other way. will save this and maybe print out later. said PERFECTLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we DEFINATELY deserve our lives back!!! <stomp feet to make more noise>

i thank this forum and the friends i've known/met forever also. i can't thank the board enough for existing and it has helped me so much since i joined.....thank you mods and keep up the good work. without this forum, i'm not sure i'd be right now and all. :clap :

welcome hun! (hug if allowed)

welcome Kristal, this is a superb site and sorry to hear your friend have a hard time supporting you, know that we're here for you always no matter what. a real close friend/survivor/sister to me lives in vegas also, or as she calls it "Lo$$ Wage$$" heheh, i'm sure you call it that also as we tourists empty out our wallets there.

welcome! (big hug) this site will help you for sure

You keep living in the past. You act like you have the worst problem in the world and you are this unique person. You should just keep talking to more counselors because obviously the one you're talking to isn't helping. "You just take drugs" <and i don't, unless you count iron sulfate and folic acid for anemia 'drugs'>. do you in a way enjoy playing as a victim? from a friend!!! after i told someone i know i was 'hurt'....and i told her i was offered 10 sessions for free at counseling, she's all..ohh you'll be fine with a simple brush of the hand. and more...

welcome and sorry to hear that you had to endure that. it is NOT your fault....ever! I know you're a very strong gal take your time around here and it is a superb place for support.

thanks! and nope i dont' have that...can i get it for Christmas present? ahhaa

where is the "Carbon copy box" thingie, i looked everywhere and don't see it.

Hi and welcome!!! <waves>

welcoem to the board!! this is a great site and i love that show by the way, SVU. she's an amazing actress and i like her site also, seen it several times

welcome!! (big hug)

welcome back!!

welcome to AS, hope you find all the support here as we all have. big hug

great name!!!! also..hah we need more of that here in Cali actually...too dry. sigh.

hearing these comments is literally making my stomach turn and repulsive, not to mention infuriating..most importantly disugsted. i am sooo sorry to you all who have had to endure that kind of invalidation...no 1 ever ever ever deserves it...these people don't get it..and hope they never do...but just...pisses me off. i've heard some harsh ones too....but yeah.

hi!! Run to give you a hug, welcome to the board and i'm sure you<as i and all of us here> have been overwhelmd with support at all times. i'm sure you'll find the support and validation you seek and did i mention, nice to meet you?! heeh so WELCOME!!!!!!!! Kitty

welcome and hope you find the support you need on here. this is a great site!!

welcome to the site!!!!!! hope you can find the support you need<and you will get tons..trust me> on this site. i joined here when i was 20 as well...hope it goes well for you.

Hope you can find the support you need on here. it is trully a wonderful site and the people on here are amazing and courageous.

wow reading this is like totally reading me. the 1st 3 sentences you said are EXACTLY what i want to do, be numb not feel..bary, ask many people who talked to me 2 or 3 nights ago..i want to just not talk about it again........ever..i've had people tell me its in the past and i mean.........i know that but sigh...