Last week I decided that I wanted to help someone/thing because I didnt want to become selfish and spend all my time feeling sorry for me, as that was where I was for the last few month, at the why me stage. I was watching something on youtube when a pop up about dog racing popped up, I watched it and was horrified. I decided that I would get involved in stopping this awful sport (and its a world away from my own 'case'.' I am now, this week expecting my first rescue case. At least something positive has come out of my rape....I can now help dogs that do not have the voice to stop it themselves.