Hi all,
i struggle through every day focusing on everyone everything except me. if i can push it away not think it didnt happen. Its not working though, and i am being eaten up from the inside. i am so tired angry sad disgusted at myself. i dont feel normal. This is not what i was supposed to be, how my life was to go.
i want to connect to people who understand, who know. i think its time i heal, let others support me for a change.
Now that i've bored you all, please feel free to reply. i am ready to start the journey, and look forward to your support.