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amitysmom

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About amitysmom

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    Hi Holly I'm new here too so I feel weird welcoming you. But, anyway, welcome! I have seen you have already given me advice on some sensitive stuff I've posted. Thank you for that. I hope to get to know you better. Also, when I think of Scranton, PA I think of that song by Harry Chapin "30,000 lbs of bananas" have you ever heard that??? ok I'm putting him in here, because I doubt I'll ever use him again
  2. Welcome Jessica!! We're the same age and have relatively the same career. What do ya know? I think this place is wonderfully supportive and I am glad that you have found it. I know how hard it is to lose the person we rely on most for support. Trust me. And honestly, I don't have all the answers, I'm not even sure why I'm here today. But I would like to offer you ((((HUGS)))) and this is a place where you can tell your story and people will listen at least. I hope that you find peace soon Jessica!
  3. Oh yes, I did. I was found being assaulted (or shortly thereafter) on a public street and I awoke many hours later in the hospital. Everything anyone has given me on PTSD or rape trauma talks about how women usually feel after going through a violent rape (from what I've personally seen and have been given) and I am so scared and so feeling like a phucking idiot....and have no memory of the assault. So, that's why it's hard. I can't figure out what happened in my head, so how will I ever get through it?
  4. I haven't talked to many people about it yet. But those I have talked to make me feel like I did something to deserve it. I don't even remember what happened. Two nights ago it is likely that I was raped...I'm so scared, I have no idea what he did to me. I guess, I don't know him, and I have been having abdominal pain slightly...I'm so scared he gave me something. Sorry this is so chaotic, I'm not really myself right now. I feel like I am not allowed to feel scared and hurt and in pain...this wasn't a violent, coherent rape. I was either drugged or had WAY more alcohol than I thought. It doesn't matter, I feel so terrified. I'm a mom, I can't have contracted something...I feel like, from the research I've done, that there's not a lot out there to tell me how to feel...or that it's okay to feel how I feel, because my circumstances are a lot different from some of the information I've been getting out there. Someone please tell me how I am supposed to feel. Please.
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