I am 25 years old, and have been R 3 times. The first when I was 15 by my brother's best friend during a make-out session that went too far. The second at 22 by a distant friend of my cousin who R me while I was passed out drunk. And Sunday night, by a long ago friend of my father's.
Why do I keep letting myself be someone's victim? Do I have trust issues? Is there something wrong with me? Why didn't I fight back? Do any other R victims leave themselves open to being R again, or is it just me? I feel like it is my fault, that I should have learned by now not to get myself into these situations. Why couldn't I see the signs and get out of there sooner? Why am I so stupid?