Thanks. I just posted my story and hope it is not too long and that I didn't post anything inappropriate. I did not go into details about the SA. I have only posted on an eating disorder website. It has been helpful to an extent but I only post on the SA forum. I find posting about my ED at least on that site very triggering. I am used to all the rules on that site so I will have to figure this one out. Abuse is where I need support and I am glad I found this site. I took hours of searching to find it.