Allie,
Welcome to AS. I'm so sorry that you are still going though this. I encourage you to try to find a way out of it. We're all here to support you.
Scarletspark
Hi Lor,
Welcome! I'm also pretty new so I can't exactly show around the forum. But if we happen to catch each other online maybe we can figure out the chat feature together. Take care!
Scarletspark